Flowers of Disruption

.-------------------------------------------------. | flodis - flowers of disruption - #32 - 02.01.00 | `-------------------------------------------------' the zine for tasha & anjee -- the mandarin orange jeep sits on the street waiting for you to hop in. it's got yellow flowers painted on its side and it is very dainty. you know it's safe to smoke cigarettes in the jeep because it has no top and you're going fishing. it's always a given that when you go fishing you can smoke. what good would fishing be otherwise? and you got to the old fishing hole and, sure enough, it was frozen over. you & dwayne went down to the ice in the coats you...

great balls of flaming fire, it's ***** FLINGERS **** FINGERS *** FOAMERS ** FRENETIC * FLOWERS OF DISRUPTION * number 31 * the zine for tashee and anjah * november thanksgiving afterwards 1999 * if it doesn't happen before the world ends, the world will end -=*()*=-=*()*=-=*()*=-=*()*=-=*()*=-=*()*=-=*()*=-=*()*=-=*()*=- you jump up and down on my stomach wearing kangaroo shoes. your gloved hands wave in the air. a smile erupts on your face as you become illuminated. you are the cross on my altar. and you've fallen. you roll around on the ground like a tasty carpet burrito. static electricity livens your hair. you sing a song of sixpenc...

flowers of disruption No.30 by trilobyte the zine for tasha and anjee *)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*) gray hair and purple eyes and green mistresses in disguise and very red portraits of elusive bread and vomit-inducing thoughts of ladies in bed. harrowing minds of forgotten times, bullets of hate and number-three thighs. who yearned to learn of garage bands and candy-cane lands and groping in the dark for girls in parks? remind me to wonder about those things i already know. reach that fist into my head through the hole in my skull from the war. grab onto my bushy organic thoughts. throw them at walls. rip them apart until they are shredded ...

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.begin flodis no.28 .the flowers of disruption standing in the park at night i can't decide if i should focus on the porchlights of nearby homes or at the planes and stars in the sky. put all the lights in this city together in one big ball and you still won't have enough light to grab the attention of starships barrelling through space. but if you took one of those houses on the horizon and shot it out through the atmosphere, its flaming body would look like a shooting star to some. if i were to take all the forlorn old notes that we wrote back and forth and roll them up into one big ball, and focus all my love and depression into a fla...

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happy pre-halloween, it's a flodis spectacular, starring trilobyte and oregano and mr. zafferect _________________________________________________________________________ _/~~~~~~~~~\_/~~~\______/~~~~~~~~~\_/~~~~~~\____/~~~~~~~~~\_/~~~~~~~~~\__ _/~~~~~~~~~\_/~~~\______/~~~~~~~~~\_/~~~~~~~~\__/~~~~~~~~~\_/~~~~~~~~~\__ _/~~~\_______/~~~\______/~~~\_/~~~\_/~~~\_/~~~\____/~~~\____/~~~\________ _/~~~~~\_____/~~~\______/~~~\_/~~~\_/~~~\_/~~~\____/~~~\____/~~~~~~~~~\__ _/~~~~~\_____/~~~\______/~~~\_/~~~\_/~~~\_/...

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FLLLLOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am lonely in the forest, here. OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF waiter, bring me something. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS a diet cola, please! RRRRRRRRRRRRRRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPTTTTTTTTTTTTIIIIIIIIIIOO no, not diet rite! that crap make me ralph! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN trilobyte's zine for anjee tasha and the greater elephantitis-influenced population of north america and elsewhere, not to say that tasha and anjee have elephantitis, but if they did, they should see a doctor about it or perhaps take pictures and sell them on the inte...

it's getting darker earlier and the sun's rising later. that means less light to bounce from you to the sun to the moon to the earth to me, back around to you and the sun again. less light to influence our emotions, too little to see the scars and stretch marks. there's more time for the darkness to enter -- time when nature gives not enough light to hold *your* interest in keeping your eyes open, when you naturally reflect into yourselves -- but it means more time for *me* to stay out at night, witness the bad element, wait for the full moon to blast its cold energy at me with furious might. with eyes open, i absorb it into my times and...